01-08-18
I never thought that today will turn into the day I've been praying for. I've waited for this day to come. Nobody, even I, could explain all the happiness I've got today. I would never imagine we'll come this far and surpass everything. I love you with all my heart. I did gave my best and prayed for this miracle to happen.
Then, it happened.
I told you, I loved you .. for the nth time. Then you answered, "I do you." It got me confused and I asked for its meaning. You went all silent. Then you told me, "Damn, ang bilis. But my heart .. loves you too, even with all its baggages." Anddd, boom! You could never imagine how much happiness you gave me that very moment. I hugged you. I hugged you so tight and buried my all as you hugged me back. I felt that we are invincible.
Then it hit me.
I was afraid again. I looked at you .. straight in the eye. You asked me what was it but .. I hesitated. Shit. I really, really do wanna ask you that question but I was scared. Hundreds of "what ifs" ran-through my mind but you stared back still and you kept asking me what am I thinking. Sooo, I did try to pull all my courage up to the surface and asked you the most terrifying question I could ask in my life, "Soo .. tayo na ba?" Shit. Shit. Shit. Good, Lord. My. Heart. .. it almost stopped beating for seconds as I waited for your answer. You, still looking straight into my eyes, answered me with, "Uhm-hmm. Yes, I love you. Pero, ayoko muna sana malaman ng iba. Baka kasi sabihin nila, ang bilis naman."
My. Heart.
My mind blacked out as I hugged her tight for minutes.
My heart and soul was happy. It made me hard to breathe and so vulnerable but I was so happy. Even if, I want the whole world to know that you are mine .. and mine alone, it's still okay if you're not ready of what will happen next. As you asked me that same question earlier, I just told you that, "It's for us to find out."
But, I still want to move mountains and keep on loving you up until you no longer want me anymore. I'll do everything I can, I'll give everything I have just for you to stay. As I love you with all my heart and with all the love I could give.
Andd, I want you to know and feel how much you mean the universe to me as I love you to the Neverlands and back. ❤️
Then it hit me.
I was afraid again. I looked at you .. straight in the eye. You asked me what was it but .. I hesitated. Shit. I really, really do wanna ask you that question but I was scared. Hundreds of "what ifs" ran-through my mind but you stared back still and you kept asking me what am I thinking. Sooo, I did try to pull all my courage up to the surface and asked you the most terrifying question I could ask in my life, "Soo .. tayo na ba?" Shit. Shit. Shit. Good, Lord. My. Heart. .. it almost stopped beating for seconds as I waited for your answer. You, still looking straight into my eyes, answered me with, "Uhm-hmm. Yes, I love you. Pero, ayoko muna sana malaman ng iba. Baka kasi sabihin nila, ang bilis naman."
My. Heart.
My mind blacked out as I hugged her tight for minutes.
My heart and soul was happy. It made me hard to breathe and so vulnerable but I was so happy. Even if, I want the whole world to know that you are mine .. and mine alone, it's still okay if you're not ready of what will happen next. As you asked me that same question earlier, I just told you that, "It's for us to find out."
But, I still want to move mountains and keep on loving you up until you no longer want me anymore. I'll do everything I can, I'll give everything I have just for you to stay. As I love you with all my heart and with all the love I could give.
Andd, I want you to know and feel how much you mean the universe to me as I love you to the Neverlands and back. ❤️